HOW TO LOVE GOD & FEEL LIKE IT? BE HAPPY NOW!

"LOVE GOD!" 
What Jesus said was the First Commandment!
 BUT! 
What does it MEAN? 
How can you love God & Feel Like It, when
you wake up with a Hang Over, HATING! 
--The Universe & Everything in it?!  
Aiy! Yai! Yai! 
Some rather Strange Words of Jesus that seem
To indicate that Jesus was secretly teaching
that in order to get Eternal Life = Physical
Immortality & Perfect Peace & Happiness  a
Person should  Follow Jesus  to FAST for 40 Days!
Could it Be? 
There are many clues!
    Jesus said to Peter after  his 3 years preaching
& crucfixion & resurrection,  "Follow Me!"  Ha!
--An Insult to Peter who followed him all around
for 3 years, then denied him at the Sanhedrin Trial!
Ha!  "Take no thot for the morrow, what you shall
eat.  Sufficient unto the day is the Evil thereof."
"You CANNOT serve God & Mammon." 
Mammon = Possessions.  = You cannot FAST &
work on your possessions, mowing, painting,
oiling, cleaning, working at your job to be
able to pay all your bills!  Hard to love God
when you have all those hassels & expenditure
of energy!  When you FEEL BAD &
HATE the Universe, you certainly can't
OBEY God to Love him & Serve Him! 
A strange thing happens when you
follow Jesus to FAST! 
        After a day or 2 or 3 or 6 or 7, you start to
FEEL BETTER!  & you actually come to the place where you say to yourself,
"Gee!  I FEEL Happy!  --again!  WOW!  I can't
believe it!  How long has it been?  I actually FEEL
like I love God, & I'm glad to be ALIVE! 
      HOW CAN A PERSON FOLLOW JESUS?
NO FOOT-PRINTS IN JERUSALEM!
He would have to DO what JESUS DID!  & DO
what Jesus SAID to DO! 
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      What did Jesus DO?
He left his home/possessions, was baptized by
John the Baptist & went into the Wilderness
with the wild animals & FASTED for 40 days
& 40 nights.  "Are there not 12 hours in a day?"
"& afterward he hungered!"  Well!  I guess so!
Ha!  But didn't he hunger before the 40 days &
nights were over?  "He that doth not forsake all
he possesses, cannot be my disciple!"  --Such
strange words in the Bible that people just
IGNORE, while claiming to be Christians!